Well my phone is not ringing & I can't really sleep. I thought I could sleep in and have a good night rest just in case when I have a couple of drinks tomorrow I won't feel woozy and feel like wanting to faint.
It has been a hectic week and my life currently is pretty messed up. Won't go into details but I do know the source of it, I am.
I came to realize that life isn't about what you want always. I've always been this selfish little guy that only does thing my way or do things I want to do. I haven't really thought of others in my life in the things I say or do. Have always thought being straight in your face was a good thing, at least I'm honest I thought but guess what its not really.
People have been telling me move on, there are many fishes in the sea, why sacrifice one tree for a forest. But what happens when I want to stay put, I just want that one fish and that one tree is good enough for me? People say you never know how the story will end. I just wish the story didn't end this way, Cause I'm still in love with the person who helped me write it.
Till the next post, i guess.
